| hows this for a fucking journal entry I FUCKING LOVED YOU RICKEY AND
ALL YOU DID WAS THROW ME TO THE FUCKING GROUND AND STOMP ON ME SO HAVE
YOUR NASTY CUUNT OF A EX GF I WISH I NEVER WOULDVE LOVED YOU LIKE I
DID.. GOD YOUR LOSS AND BELIEVE ME U LOST SO MUCH
LIZ
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| tried to reach out
but when i tried to speak out
felt like no one could hear me
i wanted to belong here
but something felt so wrong here
so i pray that i could breakaway
and i will breakaway!
I LOVE YOU GOD!
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| well hmm this past two days have been interesting? spent the night at
rickys w/amanda monday night then tuesday spent the day at rickys
watching movies w/manda while ricky played his WWE smackdown VS. Raw
lol but yeah today going to church i miss it alot of things are missing
right now becuz i lacked in it i miss worship i miss god.. im tierd of
trying to find my own way in life? i get no where but dead ends and a
broken heart i miss going to god for guidence.. and to be honest i miss
the haven i miss my youth group i miss being needed ? but i unno
anymore it happened for a reason but i am getting back to god and
losing this freeking weight imma stop cussing and stop doing stupid
crap that i know to be wrong forgive me god i am so sorry...
Liz
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| this weekend was a cool weekend shantel and amanda spent the night
friday then shantel stayed the rest of the weekend we hung w/ricky
geoff and brent the first night and partyed at chris's then saturday
hung out w/ricky and brent and then today i got into a huge fight and
almost moved in with shantel but eh shit happens at the moment i didnt
give a shit bout anyone or anything BUT me hadda a very selfish day
then i ate brunch took some sleep pills n slept a good 4 hrs ricky
should be by soon.. i hope neways life sucks this i know :) i hate mine
im lonely and i hate my life!
Chow,
Liz
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| well today i woke up ate some cherrios w/chocolate milk haha and
excersised talked to manda bout tonight she should be spendin the night
along w/shantel,i gotta talk to shantel cuz manda and shantel have been
known not to get along :S but yeah imma lose weight *winks* but
tonight if they both stay the night we should be hanging and partying
haha drinkin etc should be fun! going to a party tonight *grins* and
we're seeing the band i cant wait sooo excited! brent ricky and geoff
might come by later to see us! :) im downloadin a bunch of rap for
tonight mwahahaa! but yeah gonna run errands w/mom when her check gets
here do laundry take a shower n wait on mah homies! (manda n
shantel) imma make sure i look HOT tonight woot or imma try to :)
neways robbys buyin me alcohol cuz hes awsome i gotta go to wally world
with mah momz cuz shes gotta get batterys for her diabeatic
machine thing and imma grab cokes n stuff but yes this weekend is going
to be fun
Chow,
Liz
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